Thursday, November 5, 2009

Αχ. Είμαι εδώ και είμαι καλά. (:
Πόσο καιρό έχω να σκεφτώ κάτι τέτοιο.... Όχι, δεν σε έχω ξεπεράσει. Όχι, δεν έχω πάψει να σε λατρεύω. Όχι, δεν έχω πάψει να σε χρειάζομαι. *Όμως* ΝΑΙ, μπορώ να είμαι μακριά σου, ΜΠΟΡΩ να σε ξεχάσω, και αυτό κάνω.
Περίοδος απεξάρτησης.... και απ' ότι καταλαβαίνετε ασυναρτησίας. :p
για λίγο καιρό (όσο πάρει) θα γράφω όόό,τι να 'ναι -και ναι, θα ξεσπάω καμιά φορά
αλλά θέλοντας και μη θα με αντέχετε, ή απλώς δεν θα σπαταλάτε τον χρόνο σας διαβάζοντας
βλακειούλες.:p
Χμ, ήθελα να γράψω αλλά δεν ξέρω τι.
Ήθελα να εκφραστώ αλλά δυσκολεύομαι.
Ήθελα να φωνάξω αλλά η φωνή δεν έβγαινε απ' το λαρύγγι μου.
Ήθελα να κλάψω αλλά δεν έπρεπε.
Ναι, είμαι καλά.
Ναι, ΜΠΟΡΩ.
Ναι, ΘΑ ΣΕ ΞΕΠΕΡΑΣΩ.
Και θα ξεπεράσω πιο εύκολα ενώ σκέφτομαι πως σου αξίζει ένα ευχαριστώ γιατί με έκανες ακόμα πιο δυνατή (πόσο ακόμα....), ακόμα πιο ώριμη, ακόμα πιο αποφασιστική. Σε ευχαριστώ που με πλήγωσες. (γιατί οκ, ό,τι και να λέμε έχω την κατάρα (ή μήπως ευχή) όταν πληγώνομαι να βγαίνω απ' τις ίδιες μου τις στάχτες πιο δυνατή....
αφιερωμένο.....
After all you put me through
You'd think I'd despise you
But in the end I wanna thank you
'Cause you made me that much stronger

Well I, thought I knew you
Thinking, that you were true
Guess I, I couldn't trust
Called your bluff, time is up
'Cause I've had enough
You were, there by my side
Always, down for the ride
But your, joy ride just came down in flames
'Cause your greed sold me out of shame, mmhmm

After all of the stealing and cheating
You probably think that I hold resentment for you
But, uh uh, oh no, you're wrong
'Cause if it wasn't for all that you tried to do
I wouldn't know just how capable I am to pull through
So I wanna say thank you, cause it...

Makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter

Oh, ohh

Never, saw it coming
All of, your backstabbing
Just so, you could cash in
On a good thing before I realized your game
I heard, you're going around
Playing, the victim now
But don't, even begin
Feeling I'm the one to blame
'Cause you dug your own grave, uh huh

After all of the fights and the lies cause you're wanted to haunt me
But that won't work anymore
Uh, no more, oh no, it's over
'Cause if it wasn't for all of your torture
I wouldn't know how to be this way now, and never back down
So I wanna say thank you

'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
It makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter

How could this man I thought I knew
Turn out to be unjust, so cruel
Could only see the good in you
Pretended not to see the truth
You tried to hide your lies, disguise yourself
Through living in denial
But in the end you'll see
You won't stop me

I am a fighter and I
I ain't goin' stop
There is no turning back
I've had enoughhhhhh

Makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter

Thought I would forget
But I, I remember
I'll remember, I'll remember

'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter

Λίγες στιγμές ευτυχίας, αρκούν....

2 comments:

  1. Είναι καλό κάποιες φορές να γράφεις ό,τι να 'ναι... :Ρ ξεσπάς αρα κάνει καλό. :)
    Αν θες κάτι πραγματικά μπορείς να το πετύχεις. :)
    Οι περίοδοι απεξάρτησης δεν είναι πάντα ωραίες.... Αλλά της ασυναρτησίας έχουν φοβερό γέλιο! Άρα (χαμο)γέλα :)
    Φιλιά

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  2. ευχαριστώ για την συμπαράσταση. (:
    έχεις δίκιο.
    και χαμογελάμε *πάντα* πλέον.
    (:
    μακια

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